id rather do without.

One of the major reasons I came here was to experience - my own family. Ive never had them around for every holiday or to celebrate small things like birthdays...never had the support of 6 or more people behind a decision ive made, seen them proud of me...

but what do I come to? Drama. and I would rather to without.

My uncle decided to cut off all ties to my grandmother. Which means that we dont get to see Emily, George or anyone else on that side of the family. So its gonna be me on christmas. Me and my "I just hate christmas" grandmother. and my alchie uncle (who has more love in his little finger, than rock has in his whole body)


I'd rather be back with my dad with our paper plates in front of the TV.